I always ended up focusing on the negatives. I wonder, why does a human mind always grasp everything that is negative and why couldn't we just focus on something that is actually needed! The positives! Why can't we look on the positive side of something?

Negative holds a lot more power than the positive. The negative destroys everything that took years for the positive to build. Human pyschology seems like a maze for me, with so much of complications. There are number of thoughts that go on in our mind but we can never resolve the reason or understand the goods behind it. All these years that passed, a lot of incidences took place, some good, some bad and some that didn't have any such effect on the life, but all this made me understand that we cannot judge a person based on how our mind or psychology works. Every person is a deserving person for what he/she expects based on how his/her psychology demands. But what when a person cannot stand on our expectations? Expectati…

Win exists!

Do you remember the times when you used to laugh out loud? The times when worries had no place in the mind, the only friends we had were our parents, when waking up felt so enthusiastic and when each day was another start for a full new adventure! Do you remember it?

Life had a wonderful meaning then, when there was no place for any reason to be upset about, when the world was unseen, when the people were unnoticed, when the intentions were hidden and when the cruelty didn't exist. Growing up feels like a burden. Sometimes I wonder, why did I ever grow up into an adult. Why can't I be the same little child for whom the biggest ever burden was to complete her homework. Why did I ever start thinking and understanding? May be, the only way to deal with the cruel world is to be one of them!

Survival needs defeat of the other one. And defeating the other is to hurt them, to make them feel bad, and I don't want to do it. But then, I will have to lose, and it will be disappointi…

There's no rescue!

Everything seemed worth it, every pain, every effort, every thought, every second spent under depression, every single thing that was done. All the surprises planned, all the hard work to bring happiness, when being selfless felt so so good. Down the lane, when everything's remembered, a smile comes along, being satisfied that always good was done, everything was taken positively and everything was done in an attempt to make it last forever.

But, what if it didn't last, even after doing all that could possibly be done, what if eventually nothing was left to count?
People say and believe to live in the present, not to think about what had happened and what will happen. But living a life that has no future to think of, living a life that has no aim and ambition. being in a relationship that has no goal to reach or encounter, is this why we start with an association?
Certainly a NO. Why doesn't it keep making sense for like forever? When we start it with a hope, why can'…


Then I spent years wondering why people act so selfish?
There's no favor in being it of course, being mean to other people around, does it give a sense of happiness?
All these years of growing up into a mature person, I experienced things to prove the fact that an elderly person is more wise. A person who had been through all the even and odds is someone who takes the decision quite well. WE GROW AND PEOPLE CHANGE. Yes people change and they change in a very unexpected way.

As we grow, we experience the mean motto of people, and when we do, it pinches somewhere.
Do people really change or they were the same and we mistook to assume it something else?
May be the answers to these questions are just not easy to find out, or may be the people we meet all these years throughout our lives are just not enough to make us experience the truth!

Being a child, every other person appears beautiful and kind to us, every person who offers us a chocolate becomes the best for us. What if a kidna…


And then suddenly I woke up in mid of the night, the feeling was not good. Heart beating fast, no peace to feel around. Everything was quiet, no sound, but I was in chaos. No explanation to this.

When there's nothing as such depressing around you, but there's something still deficient? Everything's just going fine.Yes, Fine! And fine seems enough, isn't it? Being satisfied just in the ordinary. Ordinary is just being in the comfort zone but it for sure never means to be contented. An average human lives for around 75-80 years, and being just fine all these years is simply not what I want to do with my life. Happiness is what matters, not with others, not because of others, but because of me!

If I am to live this life, I want to live it to the fullest. Not just live but make my life a mark for others.
I want to fail, and I want it to be a number of times because I want my success to be much louder than any of my failures. I want to stay unsatisfied with my success, bec…


Did you ever realize what it means to be important in own's vision?  Life had been a really cruel deal to make, right? Having experienced the darker face of life, I prefer not being a mature person. That would make life so much easier, when you start looking at it the way its shown, the way people explain it to you.

Being important in own's vision, is it being selfish? Giving importance to oneself is not being it. I make up the prior most position in my life, does this sound selfish? Well, yes, it can be being self-centered! Because understanding what my need is and giving importance to my wishes and my peace is the most beautiful deed that I can do to myself. Thinking about the happiness of others, about what they need, about what will make them happy and comfortable is something that everyone should think of, but only when it gives a little pinch of happiness to oneself too. I don't need a bunch of reasons to last long enough for me to stay happy forever, but I want a l…

You are worth!

The night’s gone and the sun will rise again, what’s lost will again someday stand right in front of you, giving you a choice to hold on or to give up! But then, the life will make you realize, it no longer keeps importance. The time is gone when it did, but now there’s much more to acquire, much better to achieve.The life had started smiling back right to you, for you had been a strong warrior, you had been through the toughest storms.
‘Cause, at one point of time, life makes you realize your worth!